{"id":439,"date":"2017-04-17T12:22:14","date_gmt":"2017-04-17T16:22:14","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/connietuttle.com\/blog\/?p=439"},"modified":"2017-04-19T19:27:17","modified_gmt":"2017-04-19T23:27:17","slug":"resurrection-and-the-mystery-of-hope","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/connietuttle.com\/blog\/resurrection-and-the-mystery-of-hope\/","title":{"rendered":"The Mystery of Hope"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Words can make things that are truly unknowable seem like concrete certainties. Words get in our way of experience when we feel a need\u00a0to compress and distort our experience to fit \u00a0into some preconceived, doctrinal box.<\/p>\n

But what if we took away the words or the definitions? What if we spoke to one another about experience? Is our need for absolute certainty so great that we are willing to quash the uncertain truth that resides in us and replace it with doctrine?<\/p>\n

We talk about resurrection as if it is something that happened once and will happen again instead of something that is always happening. We talk about it in future terms rather than very present reality. We talk about it as if it definable and measurable and dependent on our actions.<\/p>\n

Writer Barbara Ehrenreich calls herself a \u2018hardcore atheist\u2019 but she also talks about a mystical experience she had as a teenager when she: \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u201csaw the world\u2014the mountains, the sky, the low scattered \u00a0buildings\u2014 suddenly flame into life.\u201d There was no fire, but she saw \u201cblazing everywhere.\u201d She describes it as \u201ca furious encounter with a living \u00a0 substance that was coming through all things at once, too vast and violent \u00a0 to hold on to, too heart-breakingly beautiful to let go of.\u201d<\/p>\n

She goes on to say she felt both shattered and completed. I love that. She describes my deepest experiences of Godde when I feel shattered and all that implies: frightened, unmoored, outside my ego as well as grounded, connected, and full.<\/p>\n

That is how I experience resurrection. It is not a lack of certainty but a fullness of experience. I no longer have a deep need to explain or define resurrection. I only want to stand before the Mystery that gives hope and speaks the final word of love. I want to enter the Mystery that both shatters and completes me. \u00a0Join me there. We need the experience of resurrection\u00a0for the facing of these times.<\/p>\n


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Words can make things that are truly unknowable seem like concrete certainties. Words get in our way of experience when we feel a need\u00a0to compress and distort our experience to fit \u00a0into some preconceived, doctrinal box. But what if we took away the words or the definitions? What if we spoke to one another about … Continue reading The Mystery of Hope<\/span> →<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[6,7,13,21,25,19],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/connietuttle.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/439"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/connietuttle.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/connietuttle.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/connietuttle.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/connietuttle.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=439"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"http:\/\/connietuttle.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/439\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":447,"href":"http:\/\/connietuttle.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/439\/revisions\/447"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/connietuttle.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=439"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/connietuttle.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=439"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/connietuttle.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=439"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}