{"id":857,"date":"2018-04-19T10:50:57","date_gmt":"2018-04-19T14:50:57","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/connietuttle.com\/blog\/?p=857"},"modified":"2018-04-19T10:50:57","modified_gmt":"2018-04-19T14:50:57","slug":"my-big-book-news","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/connietuttle.com\/blog\/my-big-book-news\/","title":{"rendered":"My Big Book News"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/connietuttle.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/04\/woman-reading-book.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"aligncenter size-medium wp-image-858\" src=\"http:\/\/connietuttle.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/04\/woman-reading-book-300x168.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"168\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>I signed a contract for my book!<\/p>\n<p>After years of work (okay, often sidetracked by work that pays the bills) and a slew of rejections, I signed with Wipf and Stock Press and\u00a0<em>A Gracious Heresy: the queer calling of an unlikely prophet,\u00a0<\/em>will arrive in the fall of 2018.<\/p>\n<p>It really is like a pregnancy. A long, seemingly endless, pregnancy. Scads of creative energy that depends on your blood and bones, heart and mind, to mature into a viable being &#8211; that&#8217;s what it feels like. \u00a0And I am proud and terrified, relieved and anxious. Like any new parent.<\/p>\n<p><em>NOW<\/em> I get it that \u00a0I have exposed myself and I am like Eve, looking around for a fig leaf. Memoir writing depends on truth telling. And my truth-telling reveals a complex conundrum that is at times humorous, sad, lonely, connected, and very, very, human. But if I can use a piece of well worn wisdom, &#8220;In for a penny, in for a pound.&#8221; \u00a0I don&#8217;t know what will come next but that&#8217;s nothing new for me. I&#8217;ll hang on for the ride and see if I can steer.<\/p>\n<p>Today, with pleasure and trepidation, I invite you to a snippet of the work:<\/p>\n<p>&#8221; Frankly, I am the very last person you would consider to be a prophet. Even writing that feels grandiose. My life is untidy. I don\u2019t always do my best. There are times I\u2019ve wanted to give up. More times than I\u2019d like to admit. And even though I am driven by grace I can be harsh in my opinions of others and harsher in estimations of myself. Or worse, I give myself a pass but find it hard to allow for the frailty of others. And there are times I get so pissed off at God I could spit. I am like Jonah who sat under that bush and groused because God extended compassion to the people he despised.<\/p>\n<p>The following tale is a story about how I got myself \u2013 or God got me \u2013 into the heresy of challenging the church to justice over doctrine and compassion over polity. You might think I\u2019m a heretic and you might be right. I\u2019ve been called worse.<\/p>\n<p>Here is a story about the gracious heresy of my life and an unlikely call to prophetic ministry. Nothing grand. Nothing large. Mostly it\u2019s a story about the risk and the price of being faithful and learning to trust that somehow it makes a difference.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<!-- AddThis Advanced Settings generic via filter on the_content --><!-- AddThis Share Buttons generic via filter on the_content -->","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I signed a contract for my book! After years of work (okay, often sidetracked by work that pays the bills) and a slew of rejections, I signed with Wipf and Stock Press and\u00a0A Gracious Heresy: the queer calling of an unlikely prophet,\u00a0will arrive in the fall of 2018. It really is like a pregnancy. 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