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<\/a><\/p>\nSometimes when I write a blog post \u00a0I end up discovering even more of my story. I thought the book told it all.\u00a0Last week, somewhere near the end of the post about going to Columbia Theological Seminary to read from my memoir I said I was “…wide open and vulnerable to Godde” in my time there as a student, and that those in power (at the seminary) abused my vulnerability to Godde.<\/p>\n
People (usually men) in power don’t tend to understand or appreciate how their power intersects with the emotional and spiritual vulnerability of the powerless.
\nIn a week where women around the country have been traumatized and re-traumatized by the obliviousness and blatant disregard by men in power I am more deeply aware of how intimate abuse is, whether it is physical, sexual, or spiritual. It occurs in our homes, our schools, our political institutions, our churches, synagogues, and mosques – wherever men are in power.\u00a0It arises from the systemic evil of sexism and heterosexism. \u00a0So how do we make change so that no other woman or gender non-conforming person is ever abused again?<\/p>\n
My experience of redemption begins with one.
\nIt begins with one person in power being willing to listen.
\nIt begins with women being in and sharing power.
\nIt begins with witnesses.<\/p>\n
Nearly 50 people came to hear me read from my memoir last week at Columbia. Women and men, cis gender, gender non-conforming, LGBT, and straight. And they listened. At the end of the forum, the president of the seminary, Leanne Van Dyk, rose and spoke, saying that on behalf of the institution, she was sorry for all I had been put through.
\nIn that moment, redemption began.
\nA woman in power.
\nA woman in power listened.
\nA woman in power said what I needed to hear for my healing to continue.
\nAnd so it begins.
\nRedemption begins with giving women power.
\nIt begins with listening.
\nIt begins with acknowledging \u00a0past wrongs and committing to new ways of being.
\nIt begins when we have the strength to speak, the willingness to listen, and the power to make change.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Sometimes when I write a blog post \u00a0I end up discovering even more of my story. I thought the book told it all.\u00a0Last week, somewhere near the end of the post about going to Columbia Theological Seminary to read from my memoir I said I was “…wide open and vulnerable to Godde” in my … Continue reading Abuse and Redemption<\/span>